Drifting Thoughts- An Open Journal

August 24, 2019

Aug 2 2019

Disclaimer- As per the previous post "Friendships and Expectations" I discovered lot of things... and I am happy I sent that.

I completely understand where you are coming from even up to last week I had not been open about the real reason for my hiatus. It rea...

August 19, 2019


For some reason I'm reminiscing today. I had a conversation recently about wishes and here I am thinking of myself. Is this what happens when you age? I find myself thinking about the younger me. 

A long time ago, as a little girl, I wanted so ma...

August 16, 2019

Aug 27, 2018.

What is wrong?

A lot of things, just in a really bad place mentally. I stopped working a few months now cause I don’t want it to affect me. Feeling really depressed. I want so much yet it feels out of reach even though I try. I feel so much burden. And I wa...

August 16, 2019

June 9, 2018

It's bright and early, 6am in the morning at St Pancreas. I'm heading to Paris for the weekend. It would be my first time there and I'm thoroughly excited except I have 2 heavy suitcases with me at the train station. You can imagine me dragging them onto th...

August 14, 2019

November 16, 2017

I form bad habits I'm not comfortable writing about but it's comforting to me that moment. Something I can control. I also hate it at the same time. Actually that is a harsh word More like regret. I really need help. 

I battle with food. So there I admi...

August 14, 2019

August 2017

I had a fly me to you, my return home was uneventful, in fact it was the first I’d ever experienced this at an airport. I have had several funny incents during my travels, remember the one with the cozy seat partner (link here) this is far left from that. Ba...

August 14, 2019

July 23 2017

Kissing is a dance, it is an art, it is beautiful when done it's right, the perfect rhythm, the perfect lip-tongue ratio, and some teasing here and there and I thoroughly enjoy it. There is so much passion, so much unspoken words especially if I’m into you,...

August 14, 2019

July 14 2017

I’ve been slowing taking myself of social media.

I don't have it in my personal life and only reason I do now is for marketing and a little socialization/networking. Stepping back will be good for me to open up more free time. 

Some people get direct flights...

August 14, 2019

March 2017 Turks.

I was having lunch on the beach with my dive buddy after a long day out at sea, diving sure does make me ravenous and honestly, the food was just ok and really basic continental carribean hotel food, you know, just bleh, the local food I tried was amaz...

August 14, 2019

Going though my past writing to edit for publishing, I came across this unsent letter

I felt so much pain reading it, in fact now as I’m writing my breathing is heavy and so is my heart, I am transported back to that awful scenario that I locked away. So many things hav...

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I've decided to release some of my writings that are well over a year old as I'm gearing up to release new work.

These are my well documented thoughts...


December 4, 2018

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