Drifting Thoughts- An Open Journal

August 24, 2019

Aug 2 2019

Disclaimer- As per the previous post "Friendships and Expectations" I discovered lot of things... and I am happy I sent that.

I completely understand where you are coming from even up to last week I had not been open about the real reason for my hiatus. It rea...

August 24, 2019

July 28, 2019

I understand why some are guarded, so much friendships of convenience I would see it daily, and was not happy with it. When I meet someone I’d like to know them and have good time but recently when I did it was more prying, more trying to find out informat...

August 24, 2019

Aug 10, 2019

On my birthday well the day before I decide I would not drag this sadness into the "new year" with me and I let it all out in tears and started off bright but a little under a month into it I fell into a downward spiral. I had just had it.

I am finally done...

August 23, 2019

Feb 20, 2019

I’m addressing my post from a couple days ago as it’s been weighing on my mind. 

I apologize for being mean. The truth is the way some people approach me

upsets me so much I’m over it. I have complained in the past but never really went into details on why. T...

August 21, 2019

December 4, 2018

I have a confession to make. I miss you, your touch & how you make me feel...warm, safe & so many things. You make my heart sing, my cheeks rosy and bring never ending smiles to my face but I’ll never tell you this for it’s not meant to be...

I want...

August 20, 2019

Sept 19, 2018

He almost ruined my orgasm but I pushed him down till I finished.

He tells me "I’m a crazy girl".

No seriously don’t mess with the cum once I got a rhythm. It can be so annoying. I'm sure I'm not the only lady that feels this way. At times, when it's ruined,...

August 16, 2019

Aug 27, 2018.

What is wrong?

A lot of things, just in a really bad place mentally. I stopped working a few months now cause I don’t want it to affect me. Feeling really depressed. I want so much yet it feels out of reach even though I try. I feel so much burden. And I wa...

August 16, 2019

Aug 22, 2018

Me-Spartan! Spartan!! Yes my Spartan! 

Him-Ohh yesssss uugghh 🍆💦

Me-You beast! You filthy beast!! Oh fuck, yes! You like that! You like my tight soaking cunt on you fucking Spartan!! Ride me you stallion!!!

Him- Oh dear god! Fuck arrrrrrghhhhh 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦...

August 16, 2019

July 22, 2018

I hold question and answer on my Instagram and I had someone ask me this question and I couldn't stop writing. Well lots of questions really. I will post my instagram stories on my blog later later. I’m a open book, at least I try to be.

Long...

August 14, 2019

November 16, 2017

I form bad habits I'm not comfortable writing about but it's comforting to me that moment. Something I can control. I also hate it at the same time. Actually that is a harsh word More like regret. I really need help. 

I battle with food. So there I admi...

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I've decided to release some of my writings that are well over a year old as I'm gearing up to release new work.

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