On Making Love, Sex and Romance
Aug 1, 2019 I want to transcend into another world a world we both create, where there is nobody but us, our meeting hearts and souls. And your love is my drug. I cannot get enough of you and you of me. And we are connecting. First from our glances, to touch to kisses and intimate caresses. Floating in ecstasy. One and always. I am such a romantic. I remember times I would try to deny this about myself. Because of all the hurt and pain. To be more logical yet in the end I alw
On Friendships & Expectations Within The Industry
July 28, 2019 I understand why some are guarded, so much friendships of convenience I would see it daily, and was not happy with it. When I meet someone I’d like to know them and have good time but recently when I did it was more prying, more trying to find out information sneakily, thinking that I’m boastful with loose lips like so many, or stupid, most people do not realize how smart I am. How discreet would I be if I were to reveal certain information? I wore a poker face
Clueless at Home Depot
Sept 9, 2018 I went to Home Depot to pick up a new drill to put up my mirrors. The current drill I have isn’t strong enough for the walls here. It was a super cheap drill I picked up at Walmart. I never needed one but I had to get one to put up the mirrors at my old place and hang curtains. The walls were not as hard in Houston, here they're something else, it must be because it gets super cold here. The walls are much harder than my old place. Anyway, I’m lost looking at the
Flakey Dates. Bad Inquires.
Sept 13, 2018 This awful person decided to reach out to me after I posted my NYC schedule, not just today but my previous visit. No, no and NEVER!!! He left me out in the cold, yes stood me up for almost an hour in NYC because he got "cold feet". This was on an outcall in FEBRUARY!! I was livid. One I hate the cold and two I missed other bookings because of scheduling conflict.That was the day I decided deposits for EVERYONE. Then he tells me he was nervous while watching me
Red Bull Hangover Recovery? No thanks
Aug 4, 2018 One of my civvie friends just called and wants to drag me out tonight, he’s one of those friends that wants to “date date, more than friendship”. It’s funny how my male civvie acquaintances want more than friendship. He was like he’s coming to pick me up at my place and I told him no, I feel like shit. I had previously been out the night before to H bar, will write about that experience later. He goes “ pop some Advil and drink Red Bull” and I laughed. l'm sorry
Elise VS rude MOFO behind me Passport Control Storytime. I always put them in their place
June 9, 2018 It's bright and early, 6am in the morning at St Pancreas. I'm heading to Paris for the weekend. It would be my first time there and I'm thoroughly excited except I have 2 heavy suitcases with me at the train station. You can imagine me dragging them onto the platform, but that is another tale. It is also my first time traveling by rail and I'd been looking forward to it. Should I explain the luggage? 1) I'm female 2) I had a photoshoot in London that week so I ha
Indiana Airport Storytime. A Belligerent Drunk Encounter
August 2017 I had a fly me to you, my return home was uneventful, in fact it was the first I’d ever experienced this at an airport. I have had several funny incents during my travels, remember the one with the cozy seat partner (link here) this is far left from that. Back to the story. I had arrived at the airport and checked in, close to the boarding time, it was a really small airport and I headed to my gate. I maneuvered my way till I approached and area where there was op
Turks and Caicos mini Adventure
March 2017 Turks. I was having lunch on the beach with my dive buddy after a long day out at sea, diving sure does make me ravenous and honestly, the food was just ok and really basic continental carribean hotel food, you know, just bleh, the local food I tried was amazing (real local not tourist local) but we were both hungry so no complaining, suddenly, the table next to mine sat two individuals. Eventually, we got engaged in a conversation. They were also on a diving tri
Valentine's Rape
Going though my past writing to edit for publishing, I came across this unsent letter I felt so much pain reading it, in fact now as I’m writing my breathing is heavy and so is my heart, I am transported back to that awful scenario that I locked away. So many things have happened in my journey I just want the pain to go away. Feb 26, 2017 This is reason why victims never speak up because they are afraid. He paid for my time and not for the perceived pleasure of raping me. Man
